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2004-10-30 - 1:24 a.m. lately i've been wishing i had one desire, something that would make me never want another; something that would make it so that nothing matters. all would be clear then, but i guess i'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments and watch all dissolve into a single second, and try to write it down into a perfect sonnet; or one foolish line because that's all that you'll get so you'll have to accept. you are here and then you're gone, but i believe that lovers should be tied together and thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather and left there to drown in their innocence. but as for me i'm coming to the final chapter. i read all of the pages and there is still no answer. only all that was before i know must soon come after; that is the only way it can be. so i stand in the sun and i breathe with my lungs trying to spare myself the weight of the truth, saying everything you have ever seen was just a mirror. and you've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever and now you are laying in a bathtub full of freezing water wishing you were a ghost but once you knew a girl and you named her lover, and danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer, but autumn came, she disappeared, you can't remember where she said she was going to, but you know that she is gone because she left you a song that you don't want to sing. we're singing i believe that lovers should be chained together and thrown into a fire with their songs and letters and left there to burn in their arrogance. but as for me i'm coming to my final failure. i've killed myself with changes trying to make it better, but i still ended up becoming something other than what i had planned to be.

[ Who - Whom - Old - Host ] a perfect sonnet, by the band bright eyes