2008-08-18 - 2:26 a.m.
random thoughts.once in high school i was dating a girl i really really really liked and the first time i drove her home i was so excited and not thinking that i didn't turn on the lights, all the way across town people were flashing their lights at me and at the time i didn't even realize what was going on because i wasn't paying attention to anything in the world except for her.
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tonight a hot mom was checking me out. this makes me very happy. you hot girls can have guys of all ages always gawking, but it's different on the other side of the fence. and it's also different from the times a drunk older lady will hit on me in a bar - this is in the middle of a supermarket parking lot, and i am glad that it happened.
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once i was having an internet conversation with a girl i didn't know and she started talking about fantasies and asked me what my fantasy was, so i told her something about cheerleaders that i don't really remember specifics of, but afterwards she told me her fantasy was to be able to eat a bunch of chocolate and not gain weight, and i felt silly.
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i fantasize a lot, actually, in the not-really-dirty way. imagining how the world might be different if one event were to be changed, and how i am going to architect my island.
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is architect a verb?
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it is now, if it wasn't before.
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that's a less good line if it actually was a verb before.
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actually now that i think about it i'm fairly certain that it is a verb.
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in the interest of truth i am going to not delete this horrendous mess i have just done.
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i have a paper taped to my wall that is titled "french words to know". there is also a piece of packing tape on the wall on which is written "indubitably carrot". I have a fantasy where some kid is visiting his very rich great-uncle, and the great-uncle is standing in front of his fireplace wearing a maroon robe and holding a snifter of brandy and the kid comes up and asks him what his favorite type of cake is and the guy thinks for like two minutes before answering very seriously, "indubitably [pause] carrot". i guessed that nobody had ever used the combination of two words before.
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just now i googled and some dude named tim used the words in succession, but just randomly throwing words together. he doesn't have the kind of setup that i do.
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lots of people have stories that they like to tell, or jokes, or what-have-you, but i am scared of unoriginality. if i think of something i am very likely to say/write that thing one time ever in my entire lifetime, because i have too poor a memory to remember who i've told what to and am terrified that i'll repeat myself. it is a burden.
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the previous idea is one that i find myself repeating a lot.
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a girl got angry at me for calling her 'healthy' one time.
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on the inside of my left leg right at the knee (like, not the front of the knee or the back of the knee, but the side area) had been really itchy this morning so i was scratching at it but the itch wouldn't go away so i scratched more, but it didn't matter how much i scratched the itch just kept on, so i decided to look at it and i was bleeding from scratching too much. just a little bit, like the blood had been sucked to the surface instead of the skin actually being broken.
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i need to start taking more pictures again.
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not of my body, just in general. in case the close proximity of those ideas had you thinking otherwise.
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